April 27, 2005
Some Thoughts:
...on the wound that will not heal
By Jack GrantOn my bookshelf here in France is a book I brought with me when I first moved here from the US that I planned (and still plan) to read, The Fifty Year Wound: The True Price of America's Cold War Victory by Derek Leebaert.
I have not made time to read the book yet, but the title is very evocative of something I have long felt about the Cold War.
I lived through the latter part of that indirect combat, with all the fears of the cold, inexorable logic of MAD, Mutual Assured Destruction, giving my teenage hormone-heated dreams a nightmarish tinge, a fear of dying in a nuclear furnace before I had the chance to truly live.
Although the United States seemingly emerged intact from that conflict with no direct collision of the powers involved, a struggle by proxy with strange periods of seeming amity between the contestants, there was a price that was paid; a price not solely paid in the lives lost during the era, nor in the murders arising from the subsequent terrorist actions seeded by actions taken with no thought to a future with a change in the equilibrium of mutual destruction.
The price exacted was not only in lives, and not only in treasure, but also of the soul.
Those who lived in the era know; for those who did not, please ask those who did.
The old wound will not heal, for it was deep.
The difference between a moral man and a man of honor is that the latter regrets a discreditable act, even when it has worked and he has not been caught.From old wounds honor dies.
-H. L. Mencken
Look at those who claim to be worthy of being our leaders now.
Look at how they assert they have a unique insight into what is "moral".
Look at their actions, and their explanations that "I did nothing illegal."
Nothing illegal...
Moral men they are indeed.
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.
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And yet, we need men of honor if we are to survive and thrive.
Even accounting for political posturing, the two are far from the same.
In our fifty year wound, honor seems to have bled out along with the blood and treasure sacrificed.
An age of irony is no substitute.
But we will be crushed upon the anvil of irony, because an honorable man can no longer survive to become a leader...
But a moral man will, if he proclaims his morality loudly enough.
All things, good and bad, come to an end.
To what end is up to us.
Choose wisely when a moral man comes calling, for the men of honor have already been sacrificed.
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Posted by Jack Grant at 01:59 on 27 April 2005Excellent Post Jack
I remember being taken down to my grade school basement, sitting on the floor with my head between my legs during the air raid drills. I have often wondered what effect that had on me. I remember thinking I was probably going to die during the Cuban Missle crisis, high school. I came of political age during the Viet Nam war and have not believed a thing the government told me since then. I have lost two cousins who grew up downwind from the Hanford Nuclear Reservation to cancer in the last year. Enemies we have now are people we created to fight the Soviet Union. For the most part it's my generation that's leading and they are not fit to lead.
Dern, Jack, if moving to La France hasn't put your thinking cap firmly in place. That's a reason to consider an extended stay there, if I can't come up with anything else at the moment.
Yeah, I spent most of the tail end of the cold war living within a few hours of the Fulda Gap, and quite some time practicing scenarios for keeping it secure. Not fun, bro. Grafenwehr is NOT FUN.
I certainly can't claim any long or lasting "wound of the soul" from the period, though -- and I'd wager that the kids today feel as if they are in just as much constant danger from terrorist attacks as we felt we were of a nuclear attack. Yeah, there's less propaganda and scare tactics in use, but the general feeling, from their perspective, has to be pretty much the same.
Ah, who knows. I may just be a callous bastard, a typical product of the Fort Benning School for Wayward Young Men, and perhaps that in and of itself is a wound of the soul. I'm not here to argue your point, just to say hello.
Your Brother from another Mother,
- Donnie
Posted by: Donnie at April 27, 2005 04:35 AMIt's interesting that you feel like that way about the cold war even now. Even though I am older than you are lived through nearly all of the cold war (born in '53), I never dwelled on the possibility of nuclear war. I was never, ever frightened as a teenager, even though I lived very close to a lot of Minutemen missiles.
I wonder what was so different about our upbringings that you and I, too intelligent enough people, have such a different take on what goes on in the world and what it all means.
I was always afraid of a nuclear war...
Posted by: Boudicca at April 28, 2005 01:29 PM





